Growing up..

These few days I been quite a bit. Nothing serious.
Just happen to realise alot of stuff suddenly.
Perhaps last time was already like dat just that I didnt realise it.

I have to admit, I dun have much friends ard me.
When I say friends, I mean true friends whom call, sms, hang ard with.
I realise as we grow older, friends seems to get lesser.
I beginning to realise c who are my true friends and who r trying to be my friend and who are just making use of their friends.

Yes, I admit I'm very too slow to realise it. But its not a happy thing to have realise it anyway.
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I went out w my sec sch frd last week.
Although it was only afew hrs of meetup, I was happy.
I didnt plan to buy anything that day.
Or shl I say she have gt a mission to buy me smt that day. HAHA..
I was glad that I bought alot of stuff which I was suppose to buy long time ago - Unplanned.
Did u had this feeling before? Its not abt buying smt u want.
Its abt buying smt u need and u manage to buy all at go!

Actually I was kinda disappointed cos I was unable to find a suitable Dual Time watch and had wasted her time. We spend hrs combing the whole of Bugis till we gave up.
We gave up but god did not gave up on us.
I find the watch in a shopping centre near my place.
Thats the last place I wld go thou. I went cos I wanted to buy breakfast for the next day and happen to pass by the shop and got it at a discounted rate.
10yrs guaranteed for watch batt and only cost $100 over.
*Totally speechless*

Next, come to my family.
I love them lots although I'm always away.
I didnt want to.
I know alot of things had happen and when I dun ask doesnt mean I'm heartless.
Falling down is hurtful. Climbing up is difficult. But learn to climb up yrself so that next time u wldnt fall at the same spot again.
Anytime u need someone to give u a helping hand, I will always be there.
I fall down many times before. I learn the hard way to climb up.
I know how difficult it is. BUt after that I grew stronger.
Even if one day I trip now, I dun fall so easily anymore - I hope.

Such an eventful week.
I laugh, I cried, I smile, I frown.

Who says growing up is easy?
Nothing is easy, nothing comes free, nobody is real, everyone is selfish.
N admit it, Everyone tell lies before.
Some tell lies to harm others, others tell lies to cover themselves.
Haiz, growing up - What a complicated process.