Hmmm, I saw some photos of Hongkong n the dessert shop Xu Liu Shan..
Felt so hurt again..
I was still telling everyone he is just tryin to be nice to friends..
But who knows thats when lies started.
The mango set he bought for her was a limited edition "Sweet Couple delight"..
So many choices.. Y buy that? Sigh. I was stupid enuff to believe his excuse..
Whenever he claims he is upset or even now, I wanted so much to go n ask him how r u and console him n even help him to clarify.
That was even after I was being blamed n scolded for nothing by him.
Sigh, but when I was crying my heart out n so devastated...
He was happily with ........
I had been trying to sleep with ALOT of pillows beside me so as to NOT feel so empty..
But everytime when I wake up, I felt so upset over the nightmare I always had.
At times, there were even tears on my face when I wake up.
Sigh.
I will be going to ...... - Thats the last place I wanna go now.
I really hate it. I dunno Y god purposely plan me to go there now.
Things happen for a reason.. I hope for a better reason..
I'm connected to..
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5 comments:
Hmm,who r u to know the truth? r u there w him in HKG?
Unless u r him?
He can say watever he want to.
Anyway, I've gt no hatred in me neither am I revengeful.
It's all sadness.
He? Protecting my reputation?
NO, he did not. I know the bad stuff he had been sayin abt me even thou we r still together. I just kept quiet. He knows it all.
Ask him what's the positive thing I've done for him then. Have he ever appreciated?
If he wants to tell pple what r the bad things I've done, pls go ahead. I'm nt afraid cos I didnt do anything bad.
Swallowing his pride? How abt me? Begging him to come back to me even thou he had been lieing to me? N he doesnt care a damm? Isnt that swallowing my pride?
The gd things I did u didnt c.
The accusation on me u too didnt c.
The things he said to me, u didnt hear.
When I tell him abt our beautiful memories, he takes it as rubbish n wat I gt was scoldings.
He is not wrongly accused. We have prove.
Like wat I always say.
When u start yr first lie, U have to say many many lies to cover.
N no matter how detailed is the lie, there's sure a loophole.
N one day, truth will surface.
U can say whatever bad things abt me. I m willing to approved yr posting even its smt bad abt me. I dun mind.
Cos I know its not real and I'm nt afraid that my friends will becos of this have doubts in my character.
All becos my conscience is clear and my friends trusted me.
Anyway,Thank you for the comments and u take care too.
hi queenie,road ahead may be misty but i'm glad that u have push urself through the haze and pick yourself up from the fell.. this lesson may be a heavy one but it will be ever enriching. be glad that you have finally escape from his clasp, be glad that HE's no more darling to you, be glad that HE is no longer the sleepmate beside you. process maybe painful and endearing but bear in mind that this process has allows you to be a stronger individual. HIS true colour has revealed the ugly side of him,its a blessing in disguise. HE had lost someone whom love him dearly,HE had lost someone who will give in unconditionally.. its a mockery of the century!! you definately deserve better girl!! HE'll get his utmost retribution one fine day.. scrape out all the fatal past, wipe put all the dried tears, abolish all the subconsciousness.. HE was never true and can never will.. hope you will be on your feet once again, do not ravage your youth unnecessary.HE never worth it...... recover soon, and i am sure you can.. do not let yourself down, do not let the people who care for you down...there are still people who care..... for you...
I am surprised this stranger knows so much abt u ah Darlinz nie...frOm just a mini entry...VerY surprised. Arent u?
Watever..wat i can say is ...Let Go..accept why thinGs turn out this wae...sweetly. I know u can do it. Who is in the right or wrong...tt person knows it all. Dont bother to explain anymore..coz the more u explained , it makes everyone think u care..then they can accuse u..for no reason..no basis.
Dont u feel happier now coz no one can cheat u...? Hahah ,
Glad that you have a group of friends who have been constantly giving you support. Since you got get over it, then let this matter off.
Fel, i am very happy you are standing by her side. All of you kept asking her to move on, and everyone will be happy to see her move on but how is she going to move on if she has been constantly writing things about him in the blog?
And dear owner of this blog, you are lucky to have so many friends supporting you, however I can only say that because of the contents of your blog? Why I call you the owner is because you feel free to write all you want, and readers are gathering whatever they see in this blog. If you really want to move on, go ahead.
All the best of luck.
don be silly darling. taking sleeping pills are not healthy. will cause you to be relying on it if this continues.
dont think so much. what's over is over. just get over it can? you can do it if you want to. no one can force you. you are yourself and you have to be in control of yourself.
how long more do you want to be in this misery? you have to be strong and climb out of it. time will heal everything and you will soon be happy again. you must be happier than him! making yourself feel so terrible and miserable wont make him come back to you. and you will not gain any benefit either. so why?
there's a choice now. to be happy or to be sad. take your pick. it's a pity that life cannot go back the way you want it to be, but we should be glad that we don't have to go through it again.
some things are meant not to be yours, so learn to face the reality and let go of it. no point harping on it.
you only live life once. there's not turning back of time. since there's only one way down, why don't just live life to the fullest? dont waste time le la.
most importantly, don be afraid as you have me to walk down the journey with you. you are never alone!
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