Everything Is Fated...

**~~F-A-T-E~~**
Now my life is going downslope, so is my beloved pink camera.
Was taking photo of .. ... some stuff which I wanna keep in memory.
End up, It accidentely fall off the stand. Lens hit the floor first.
Now the lens is broken.. Cannot take photos anymore.

Thats wat I wanna tell u when I say thats the last photo I took.

The camera was given by a very gd frd of mine.
Someone whom always there to help me n treat me like his real xiaomei and never expect any returns. He had helped me alot both at my work (last time) n help me to go thru the rough patch of the life.
I still remembered that time I causually told him I saw this pink camera in the magazine but too bad it wasnt sold in sin. Its the very first pink camera sold in market I suppose. He find all ways to order n buy for me and even surprise me by delivering it to my workplace. I was overjoyed.
My first digital camera - although its only 4 megapix, functions wasnt that attractive-comparing the latest camera now, Its smt which I cannot afford at that time - But he bought it for me.
Isnt he a nice bro?
Now the camera is abt 4yrs old i guess. He was shocked when he gets to know that I was still using the same cam after I chg to my current job as I cld have alr afford better ones.
I'm someone whom is very.. errm.. I mean.. I treasure meaningful gifts n pple very much.

I'm very upset my camera now is faulty. Sorry Kor for not taking gd care of it. I felt so guilty.

I tot abt alot of stuff these few days..

I was upset. However, things happen for a reason.. Now I know which frd is true to me..
I believe in this..
..."a frd is someone whom share happiness n goes out with u frequently n have fun together.."
..."a gd frd is someone whom does the above n oso share yr unhappiness n sorrows.."
..."a best frd is someone whom share happiness n unhappiness, sorrows or joys in yr life irregardless of whether u do or do not contact frequently..."

Like Lian, Although I seldom tok to her cos she is in Mel.. She still so willing to console me even I told her I dun feel like saying wat happen to me. She told me smt which I felt so .. comforting. She says, I understand, I oso dun wan u to go thru all the sad details again... Thanks Lian

Lynn.. My meow meow.. I know u'll always be there when I need u.. We r strong gals! Muacks

N Ching.. U always assure me.. Whenever I need a listening ear, u'll always be there for me. Although I know u sad too but still so willing to console me. Sorry, I cant help much now.. Thanks Ching..

Vivi.. So surprise to recieve yr msn msg.. Ya, Its so NOT me.. To be so down. Thanks Vivian.. I know I can count on u.

Si.. When I least expect that msg from u. HAha.. Brings a smile to my face ya. Spot check to c if I had my dinner? Ha.. Thanks Si..

Chel.. Always trying to organise stuff n events to cheer me up.. Thanks Chel..

Fangie.. I know u'll stand on my side no matter wat happen.. Thanks

Celest.. U r the one whom always make me feel that I cld count on u when I need someone. Although u r always in dubai. Ha.. Love u..

Xiaomei.. So surprise to get yr sms.. Congrats on yr 2nd pregnancy.. Its a boy too. HAppy for u. Sian, always no time to meet u. K k, Will go bugis find u k? Take care..

Xav.. All the best to yr studies.. Although u dunno anything (haha..), u trusted my character. Trust is very impt now- at least to me now. U r really my best buddy! Who say gal n guy cannot be gd frds? I have one here and I appreciate him.

N of course.. I know alot of frds r just as concern.. Thanks.. I appreciate it lots..

I just wanna say..
Some things r fated n things happen for a reason.
Life is short.. Do wat u tink is right n dun regret, dun look back.
Alot of things once lost, cant get back anymore~~~Like my camera, I can buy back the same one, but the meaning behind it is different alr.
I always tell myself. Watever fails its ok, only IF u had already tried yr best.

I swear I've already tried my best. Forgive and Forget. I do wat I can, I've said enough.

I leave the rest to fate.