Upset. Very upset. Extremenly upset.
I just cldnt get my point across.
I just wan to be treated like a gal. Y most gals get pampered n I dont?
Yes, I look strong. The word is LOOK.
Its not I dun wanna go out, its I dun feel like gg out.
Its not I'm happy, I try not to look so upset.
Its not I lazy to go to work, I just dun feel like entertaining pple at work.
Its not I dun wanna slp, its cos I cant slp.
I know now its not a responsibility to meet me anymore. BUt whenever my phone rings, I wld stupidly tink that u r free to meet me. It had been 3 weeks. Self-claim "standby" for 3 weeks. Never call up. Everything ended in msn/Phone. U mean u cant even afford an hr or so to meetup? I cannot imagine a person can be so so busy.
I'm upset. Who cares? U dont, definately.
But if 'someone else' is upset, or have prob, U felt sad n affected.
In the past u said when "someone u love"cry, u'll go over immed.
I had been crying for so many weeks. I dun c anyone.
Different pple, different treatment. Period.
Anyway, I know there're at least pple out there still appreciate me
Thanks Ann Nee Jie for yr Easter day pressie.
Thanks Didi for always there to help me buy fd whenever i'm hungry.
Thanks XF for offering to buy stuff fr HKG cos she gg soon for Holiday.
Thanks Chel for organising this meetup cos u know I am upset.
Thanks Shirley for listening to my grumbles at work. At least u understand how it felt like being bullied for nothing or accused for smt which u had not done n not doubt on my attitude. Not like u, ask me issit becos I m behaving in an arrogant manner so thats y pple wanna scold me. My fault again? Its not a qns any1 wanna hear when i've already felt so upset..
I cannot take it anymore. Half a yr alr. Still call wrong name. Excuse: Its a habit. FINE.
Yes, I am complaining. Anyway to u, I'm always complaining. Even if to me, it meant to be communicating n telling u how i feel.
Another sleepless Nite
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Basically you are telling the people who read your blog how bad and ugly the person is. It seems to me you are not communicating your heartfelt words to him but rather putting up expectations and complaining about him. You mentioned he doesn't appreciate you,he doesn't treasure you, and judging from a viewer point of view, it looks as though like you are making unfair statement about him. Anyway, if he means something to you, you should not have broadcast him in your blog... Anyway all the best..
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