Forgive and forget..

Ok, After my long working hrs, I drag myself to the business centre to use the internet just to type this Blog..

I just want to say Fangie dar, I know u love me. Thanks so much. Sorry to let u being scolded for loving me.

For u, I know u r angry with pple reprimanding u or say bad things abt u.
Actually, U dun have to talk back or sounded so harsh.
Its the same like, when u hurt me, I never hurt u back?
Or when u lie to me, I oso quietly take it w/o getting back on u?

Lets all forgive n forget k?
I had to say, I can forgive u for whatever u had done, But I can never forget.
Somethings r too hurtful to forget.

I am NOT threatening u but I really have to say that, the things I know till date is enough for my heart to die and to move on.
Please STOP making use of my trust towards u and stop upseting whoever whom trust u as much as I do. I believe they'll be just as upset as me.
Enough is enough.
Cos its gonna be very hurting if one day if nobody trust u anymore
~ U need to tell many many lies just to cover one lie~ How tedious..

I really dun want u to learn thru the hard way.
Everything for me I learn thru the hard way, So I know how hurtful it is.
I dun wan the same thing to happen to my frds or love ones.

One thing which I will never learn is "not to trust pple so easily."
God had punished me, had been punishing me and still punishing me Cos I never learn my lesson.
Last time, being cheated by friends.
Then, being cheated of $ and love.
Following that, being betrayed by "so called best sister".
Many a times, being cheated by sales personal
Now? Still the same old me. NEver ever learn my lesson.
So disappointed in myself.

Hmmm, lets not brood abt the past anymore.
Look towards the future and ask myself what can I do to stop trusting pple so easily.
Be brave to admit yr mistakes n learn from it. It help u to grow.

I know u dun like pple to teach u.
However, only those whom loves u then wanna guide u.
If not, they'll just laff behind yr back n just walk away.. They dun have anything to lose.
Do u wan to be a laughing stock or do u wan to learn n grow up. Its all up to u. U have to decide.

I just want to tell u,
U can continue yr way of doing things.
However, If one day u realise what I say is right and u need help, let me know.
I will always be there for u.

Perhaps yr love for me is really true, Perhaps its not.
I will stop guessing from now on. For me, u dun have to guess.
Yes, my love for u is true - Even thou the time we get together is short.
Bcos of this, PLEASE, stop hurting me.
U r a clever person. U know how not to hurt me n how to.

Dear all, I will be back to the same bubbly Queenie soon. Gimmi time.